Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Just Waiting...

For *AF *that is to show up so I can call my Nurse with my Period, she can call in my BCP's, and give me further instructions. I think AF should show any day now, my cycles have been fairly Regular since after Dassah's birth. All have been 33 day cycles except for 1 that was a 29 day cycle. I am on CD 32 today so hopefully I'll start before this weekend because I hate trying to get a hold of someone at my clinic on sat. & sun.

Things are about to get VERY BUSY in January for us. Not only are we doing an FET then, but Dh is also in his cousin's wedding a few hrs away from where we live on Jan. 8th, and I am planning my sister's baby shower on the Jan. 15th. at our house. At least our FET will be at the end of the month! (that's what I keep telling myself so I can stay as unstressed as possible)Guess we'll see how that all works out.lol

So in Feb. 2011 I'll be an Aunt for the "1st time", and I'm excited to see & hold my niece/nephew. (they are having a surprise) I don't think I could not find out the gender myself. Talk about will power!lol This baby was conceived with the help of "Femara" monitoring at my Clinic, and a left over trigger shot from my IVF cycle;) She has PCOS like myself minus the male factor.

I finally got our tree up which was fun, its the taking it all down part that I dread.lol


And is little miss wearing the 1st of many Christmas outfits;)

Hope you all have great week! Tomorrow it will be DEC. 1st Already! Can't believe how fast time is flying!



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Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving!

We'll I don't know about y'all but I'm stuffed!lol Ate way too much today;) lol It was a good day and enjoyed visiting with family. Baby girl has felt a little ill today, we think shes probably coming down with a cold:( I hate it for her when she feels bad, its the worst feeling.
So thankful that she is in our lives now! It still amazes me every day:D Also thinking about everyone else out there that is still waiting on their Miracle, and praying that they get it soon!





Hope you all had a great day!
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Saturday, November 20, 2010

More pics of our 5 month old!

Our Beautiful Blue Eyed Baby Girl:)











Time is flying by way too fast for me! Also I'm really starting to get nervous about starting treatment again. I'm having the "What If" thoughts again. These can be good sometimes, but can also drive a person crazy as you all know! We'll be doing this before we know it now. I'm exhausted just thinking about it. Hoping and Praying we are 1 of the few that it can happen for back to back.
Hope you all are having a Great Weekend!
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

5 months old

I can not believe how fast the time is flying! Our little Princess is 5 months old already:*) I once again was late for her check up.lol(a month late this time) But anyhow we got her 4 month shots done recently and she cried a bit when she got them, but over all did well.

She is now a wopping 17lbs!lol And is in the 80th percentile for both height & weight. Dr. says shes perfect. We are in Full Force teething right now, and that has been hard on all of us. We can see a little white spot on her gums where the tooth wants to break through, but is taking forever to do so it seems:(

All in all life is good. But lets get real not everything is good.lol Yes things are not perfect. We recently have had a few electrical problems with a few of our plug in sockets, which are thankfully now fixed. And now it seems like we need to call a plumber because some foul Oder is coming from some where in our sink we think!!! AHH!!! Problems just seem to keep coming and piling up on me! Makes me feel crazy from getting so stressed out. I didn't mean to write about this, BUT HEY this is my little space where I can talk about whatever is on my mind right?lol Now if I can just forget all of my concerns for tonight so I can sleep well. Then concentrate on getting stuff done/fixed tomorrow. sigh... easier said than done.

I'll leave y'all with a few recent pics of my big 5 month old baby girl:)
Good Night to you all!!!






D-Love & Mommy


D & Daddy



Best Sugar EVER!!!



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Sunday, November 14, 2010

So Excited about Shutterfly’s Holiday Card promotion!

I heard about this through a few other bloggers out there. I have never used Shutterfily, however everything that I've seen I have loved!!! And Oh My! at all the choices they have! I'll have a hard time deciding what cards I want because there are SO MANY great ones to choose from.

We're excited about doing Holiday cards this year because as you know we finally have our little miracle baby and are so proud of her and our little family:) Doing the cards are just a great way to capture some of the most precious times in our lives.

Here are just a few of some I Love!


I must confess I found myself day dreaming about our future children and putting they're adorable photos in a card like this one! Note: Trying to stay Positive;)


I also Love the Modern Square shaped ones. In fact our Wedding Invitations were square. This Square style looks Great, and give your holiday cards a different look from others.



I'm also a fan of the collage style cards. I hope we can get allot of great Pictures because I would love to find a card that is square and a collage type card. That way I could incorporate 2 of my favorites into one card!!
And this one I Just Love TOO! Love the colors, and can just picture in my head how beautiful our little princess would look in a close up photo!
Here are some of my favorite things Shutterfly offers.
· Holiday Cards to http://www.shutterfly.com/cards-stationery/holiday-cards Of course I Love Many of these as you can see
· Wall Calendars to http://www.shutterfly.com/calendars/wall-calendars These are SO COOL! I'm so going to get one!!!
. Canvas Wall Art to http://www.shutterfly.com/home-decor/canvas-wall-art These are Great also Would love to great one to put in our office room at home.
Bloggers get 50 free holiday cards from Shutterfly… sign up: http://bit.ly/sfly2010 I recommend you check this out. I'm sure you will find it was worth it:)
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Here we go Again!!!

Back at the end of August 2010 when we had our Consult with the RE about baby #2, a lady that works there that deals with the Costs of Treatment and such, told me to give my IVF Nurse a call in November to give her a heads up on our Plans, that way we could make "sure" they could fit me in for a January FET.

I gave my IVF nurse coordinator a call today, and left her a message about why I was calling and to please call me back because I also had a few questions:) I had a little bit of a "Dajavue" feeling while doing that.lol

When she called me back she answered all my questions. I'll need to call her when AF shows again which will be either at the end of Nov, or the beginning of Dec. and then I'll start BCP's, and at some point I'll take lupron too, to control my cycle. I'm not formiliar with that drug because I never did the Lupron Protocol for IVF, I did the Cetrotide Protocol. How did you feel while taking Lupron? What side effects if any did you have while taking this drug? Did it sting a bit or not so much?

And before I ramble some more and forget to tell you... We have a date set for our FET!!
Woo Hoo:) It's set for January 28th!!!

I'm nervous & excited. Trying not to let my worries or anxieties get out of control, because I have a problem with those 2 things. And I can't afford to let myself get into a DEEP depression again. Don't know why I just told you all that, but its the Truth I battle with those things for whatever reason not even inculeding infertility. I'm still Amazed that I did IVF and had the strength to make it through all we did to get our 1st little Miracle.

That being said... I need to give my worries and anxieties over to God because He knows what I'm feeling and going through, and it doesn't help me to carry around all that fear in my heart.

II Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

Guess I need some of my blogging therapy tonight, because I feel better.

Hope you all have a Blessed week!!

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Monday, November 1, 2010

Holloween pics

Dassah's 1st Holloween costume was a Pink & Black LadyBug themed tutu:) She was super cute and we loved showing her off. Pour baby has been teething this week though and has been a very fussy girl. Hoping that tooth breaks through soon!!! lol Here are few pics before we took her trick or treating around her great granny's neighborhood in town.


Here are her little pink & black wings.


Mama stealing some sugarShe was not feeling the love.lol


The rest of these were taken through out the week, and I forgot to put her wings on. Oh well.. life goes on:)











Hope you all had a great weekend!!! Ours was fun but very tiring;)
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